The Theology of Fragmentation
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The Use of an Enemy
Some writers make a habit, others a whole career, of writing about things they disagree with. This sort of thing constitutes most "political writing" in the present time, which upon closer examination turns out to be largely the verbal equivalent of pointing and shrieking. That said, it can sometimes be useful to look at what you aren't, as a means of clarifying what it is that you are. And it is for that reason that I'm going to talk about the Roman Catholic Church.
Of course, anyone familiar with traditional Roman Catholic theology that the differences between my views and those of the Magisterium are considerable on a considerable number of matters. But today I just want to talk about two, and how these two stem from one common origin.
Two Stories
I have to drive a lot these days. This has its obvious down sides, but the upside is that I get to spend a great deal of time listening to talks and audiobooks. Occasionally I run out of things to listen to, or my phone dies, or I forget what I had planned, and I turn on the AM radio. In my area we have two Catholic stations, Relevant Radio and the Guadalupe Radio Network. Their perspectives are slightly different. Relevant Radio seems to cater to the sort of audience that thinks Catholic Answers is high theology. Guadalupe is more intersting; a priest on one of its shows made the only on-air reference to Plotinus that I've ever heard on any radio station-- and it's worth noting that he was citing Plotinus favorably and as an authority, in order to explain something about the nature of God. The same priest then, paradoxically but perfectly in keeping with Church tradition, went on to describe the "great disaster" of the "re-awakening of the old Celtic and Germanic Gods." That said, any God is better than no God, and so I'm grateful for these stations and the discussions they field. Frequently there are call-in shows, where a listener calls the station with a problem which the show host, often but not always a priest, tries to solve for them. And it's here that I'm reminded of exactly why I'm not and never again will be a member of the Roman Catholic Church.
Story 1. Yesterday, on one of the shows, a man called in to ask why he sometimes gets a strange sense about certain people, that they seem to have an evil "vibe" or aura about them. The host answered that many people have that feeling sometimes. He then went on to say that sometimes it's God intervening with a message directed at us that we should avoid a person or a situation, but that most of the time the other person is just having a bad day. And so his message wasn't precisely that we should ignore our instincts, but that we should certainly downplay them. And, critically, if we do have a sense or feeling about a situation that turns out to be accurate it isn't an accurate sensation on our part but rather a deliberate intervention, by God Himself, into the course of ordinary events.
Story 2. An Irish woman living in Baltimore called in to ask about a strange practice at a church she attended in her girlhood. It seems that, unlike most American churches, in this church the bread used for Communion was baked by one of the parishioners. And so instead of little round communion hosts, they had pieces of actual bread for communion. The woman, with great exasperation, described the constant presence of crumbs on the floor, and asked whether or not such practices are actually acceptable. The priest replied that while it is technically okay to have bread for communion baked locally, most churches prefer to order hosts specially made by companies set up for that purpose. It's much more expensive-- he went on-- but they're more convenient and you never have to deal with crumbs. The originally caller hung up the phone satisfied with her answer.
Connection and Disconnection
What unites these two stories on seemingly disparate topics is what I think of as a theology of disconnection. In the first story, anyone who has had any experience with these things can tell you that it is simply the case that we can learn to both perceive and to act on planes of reality other than the physical. This is what is meant by the various "planes of being" of Occult Philosophy and the worlds or levels of classical Platonism. The planes or worlds are not metaphorical; they are real levels of being, ontologically distinct from one another. To develop spiritually-- and mentally-- is to become able to function-- to act and to perceive-- on higher levels.
Many of Plato's works are structured precisely to produce this sort of spiritual-mental change in the reader. If one reads the Republic as a work of "political philosophy," as many modern people are trained to, one encounters it as a series of propositions which one can either accept or reject. What do you think of justice? Can it be best defined as a right relationship between the different parts of the soul or city? Would it really be a fine thing to be ruled by philosopher kings? (I answer: We've tried the alternative, and the idea looks increasingly appealing.)
But the text of the Republic makes it clear at the outset that the description of the ideal city is meant as an image of justice in the human soul. The work of constantly keeping the image of the soul and the city simultaneously present in the mind forces the reader to come to see the pattern which underlies both, and thereby to begin to function at the level of patterns.
According to this way of looking at things, if one has a "sense" about somebody, it isn't that it is necessarily correct. Often our psychic senses (the word "psychic" refers to "psyche," which means "soul") are clouded. It is, however, an indication that we have begun to function at a level higher than our individual mind, and this is something that we should pursue. The mainstream of the Catholic Church doesn't have room for this. Having been taught by Aristotle, rather than Plato, it sees minds as confined to brains just as do the materialists it opposes. It therefore requires regular "special interventions" by God in order to account for human psychic experiences.
There's nothing wrong with special interventions by God, of course; we should all be grateful for such things when they happen. The problem is precisely that this is a fragmented worldview, in which atomic individuals exist unconnected to one another and to the life of the spirit. The fragmentation is so complete that any exception to it requries a special intervention but nothing less than the Lord of the Universe Himself-- even great saints and archengels can't talk to you without God lending a hand. The alternative point of view is not a fragmented but a holistic worldview, in which each of us participates collectively in the many unfolding layers of reality.
The example of the communion hosts may seem rather removed from this, but it isn't really. In the case of the parishioner baking bread for communion, everyone knows what they are eating, what it is made out of, and who made it. The parishioner himself or herself is given a special role in parish life, and every member of the congregation can say to themselves, "This bread was baked by one of us." In the usual way of doing things, the hosts simply come from "somewhere"-- like most things in American life, they are made by some large corporation somewhere out there. In the example of the "locally made" hosts there is, in other words, an awareness of the whole which is also present in the layered ontology of the Platonic view, and absent in psychic Aristoteleanism.
The Reality of Connection
The truth is that we are always connected; there is in this Universe no fragmentation. God is absolute unity, and also absolute reality; it follows that the opposite of God is absolute dis-unity but also, therefore, absolute unreality. Therefore disconnection is always illusory, as the defining feature of the unreal is that it does not exist! The Devil Himself-- Cythraul, in the Druidic terms I've been using-- is precisely this, the tendency toward nonexistence.
We are always connected, via all of our actions, all of our words, and all of our thoughts. The question is-- To what are we connected? To a local baker and a local family? Or to a distant corporation-- however well-intentioned-- which we do not know and, critically, cannot love? To a short walk or drive across town with freshly-baked bread, or to an international transportation system and a system of industrial agriculture which requires massive inputs of petroleum and toxic fertilizers and pesticides? To the souls of our neighbors, or only to ourselves? This is our choice.
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Date: 2023-10-25 02:37 am (UTC)https://methylethyl.dreamwidth.org/30532.html
As far as having "a sense" of someone-- for me it's just a very keen sense of danger. But the saints and wonderworking elders apparently have a very broad ability this way-- they can read the whole person direct from the heart, good, bad, past, present, the whole calzone.
But what do you do with the rest of it? The other stuff? Most of it seems to be meaningless noise, and the few things that aren't... require a certain bravery or foolishness to mention out loud, you know? On some level, I'm working up the gumption to ask my priest about it, because I suspect there *are* answers in the church, the desert ascetics, the athonite monks, somebody knows this one. But that's fighting back against an entire childhood of trenchant protestant conditioning where, as you point out, if it isn't explicitly divine intervention, it's definitely Satan.
Where, then, do you classify stuff like being able to hear someone's misread words before they actually say them? That's not... It just *is*. It's neutral. Neutral stuff exists, doesn't it? On the other hand... it's really trivial, and whenever I even contemplate asking about it, it's like-- do I really want to be a weird attention-whore about that? It's clearly not important. Is it selfish to take up the priest's thinly-stretched time with objects of casual intellectual curiosity like that? Is it a look-at-me ego thing, even wanting to? What do I hope to get out of it?
I *think* that what I want is just for someone in the know to say "oh, yeah, that happens. Just ignore it" or "Oh, that thing. Here's what to do with it". I want the instruction manual. But I'm deeply afraid of getting a response like in your first example: "Oh, you may be treating people unfairly this way, you should doubt the truest intuition you have"
Because, frankly, I've struggled all my life with that doubt. The danger was genuine, but adults didn't believe me. How could I possibly know? Why would I cast shade on someone like that with no evidence? What if I'm wrong? What if I'm right, and it's my Christian duty to treat them with love and generosity anyway? Is that safe? Does it matter? Christ never called us to live safely.
And yet.
At one of the Holy Week services this year, in a crammed nave, I ended up shoehorned in beside the one guy in our church whom I carefully avoid, because I get that vibe off of him. Backed into a corner, I tried something I've never done before: standing my ground. I found the quiet under my sternum, told through the knots on the prayer rope in my jacket pocket, focused on the Panagia behind the altar, and... went to the other place. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner. Lord Jesus Christ... and just, reached out. Us. The church. The communion of saints and angels all around. All together, with God. Grant us what is needful for our salvation. That's what we do at liturgy. The community, together, comes to God. I don't know how long I kept it up-- the effort was intense. The iconostas smeared and doubled up, and things started going white around the edges. The fellow got up and moved to another pew. So that was interesting.
So maybe it isn't just perception. You *can* push back with it. The real question is... is it appropriate to do that, and if so, how do you do it appropriately? Or is that grabbing the animal from the wrong end? Maybe it's just that if you let a little light in, darkness flees. Or gets uncomfortable and moves to another pew. I don't know what happened there. I'm no saint. I wish it weren't so confusing.
Connection? Emphatically yes. But also: how? I've got a whole lifetime of *too much* flooding in on all sides, and so much habit built around trying to keep stuff out: noise, light, sound, information, people-- too much! It is so much work trying to keep the levees built up so that I can manage what *does* come through. How does one find the balance between blocking enough out, and maintaining connection? I haven't figured that one out yet.
FWIW, the ladies always bake the prosfora at our church. Perhaps it's time to get on the baking rota ;)
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Date: 2023-10-25 02:13 pm (UTC)Well, you knew this was coming, but in my view the failure to preserve the doctrine of the transmigration of souls is the great disaster of Christendom, and of the mainstream of the Islamic world too. It's a simple idea that simultaneously accounts for experiences like yours (and many other) and also preserves God from either the monstrosity of damning babies to Hell or the perversity of granting them immediate entrance into Paradise. I'm aware that you're forbidden from believing it, but the imprisonment of reason by doxha is, in my view, the other great failure of the mainstream Church.
I know a woman who is strongly psychic, but very dark. She's accurately predicted the time and manner of a number of deaths, and she readily though unintentionally casts the evil eye; in fact it's from her that I learned what the evil eye really is. In a car she drives around making unpleasant comments about every person she sees, and saying, quietly but emphatically, "I hate people, I hate people, I hate people." She also has a totally irrational fear of fire, and cannot even hear of someone being burned, let alone immolated. These things can easily be accounted for if you simply assume that she was burned as a witch in a prior lifetime, and with cause.
Well, here's what I can tell you.
In the sort of company that I keep, no one would ever say anything like that. The stories like the one you shared on your blog are not at all uncommon, and the experiences are not uncommon. Moreover, the instruction manual would quickly be placed before you-- in fact, that's part of what I'm trying to do on this blog. If you were to ask me about it, I'd simply say, "You have achieved a level of functioning on the Astral Plane which most people in the present generation either have not or have been trained to ignore. What you are perceiving can be called the 'Astral Light.' Be careful, because ordinary human consciousness perceives it as though through a glass, darkly. You should make sure to test your perceptions when possible, and always treat astral knowledge as provisional. But within those limitations, be aware that this is simply a part of your life, just like swimming in water is part of the life of a fish.
"Nor should you assume that having this ability makes you special, or better than other people. It does not. All humans participate in the Astral Plane, and all of us will eventually awaken to it. It no more makes you better than your fellows than being in fifth grade made you better than a kindergartener. You should rather think the opposite-- if you were in fifth grade and had a little brother in kindergarten, it would be your duty to look after him, protect him from danger where possible, and exercise patience with the ignorance of his youth. All men are your brothers and you should treat them the same.
"Take the example of the man who sat next to you in Church. He had a dark and unpleasant energy about him. You could have mentally lashed out at him, or you could have shrunk in on yourself. The first is the sin of wrath, the second, the vice of cowardice. Instead, you connected with the Divine. What you did was a banishing ritual, pure and simple: I have performed similar rituals in identical scenarios and gotten identical results. Seriously identical, right down to the 'off' person getting up and leaving. Be aware that, despite its name, the purpose of a 'banishing' ritual is to create a spiritually pure and balanced space, not to attack others; it's a form of visualized prayer. It is my view that if the man in question had been ready to change and release whatever darkness had ahold of him, he would have stayed, and when you had looked at him again at the conclusion of the liturgy you would have felt something very different, and seen a new light in his eyes. He was not, he chose darkness, and so he moved away from you; if he continues to make that choice, he will damn himself, but you can pray that it will not be so."
Again, I know that you may think you're forbidden from agreeing with me, but you may not be. Look again at the interviews between John Vervaeke and Bishop Maximos that I sent the other day. The mere fact of a layered ontology-- that is, planes of being-- may be perfectly acceptable to the Orthodox. The 'why' of it will have to be a little different, in that you will simply have to accept it as a gift from God which, in the usual fashion, is both blessing and burden: Your cross to bear.
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Date: 2023-10-25 09:51 pm (UTC)I'm agnostic on that subject. When it comes to the minutiae of what exactly happens to us after death, the answer is generally something like: "We don't need to know that". And, you know, experience, anecdote, and actual religious practice in Orthodoxy all strongly suggest it isn't quite as simple as "go directly to heaven or hell and stay there permanently". So... I don't know. I don't theorize. And I can't rule it out. It's above my pay-grade. I pray for the dead. Sometimes that keeps them from following me ;)
In a more general sense, if having a broader than average range of perception is a sign of having made progress toward some desirable goal, in a previous life... why is it so maladaptive in this life? You'd expect it to have some practical benefit, no? Or is that just the dumb movie version? I do appreciate the advance danger warning and don't wish to play that down, but it's just one aspect of many-- most of them utterly useless. That's a shallow way of looking at it, I know. We are not really utilitarians. Still. What good is it? AFAICT it mostly just gives me migraines. If we're gonna go the reincarnation route with that, I'd peg it as a problem of negative karma I need to work off! Far from feeling special, it feels like a handicap, tbh.
On the other hand, when I treat the migraines themselves as my religion bids me-- Accept the gift, say thank you, and see what it can teach me-- I do in fact learn, grow, and (waves hands incoherently for lack of words) stuff. God grants us what is needful for our salvation. Some of us are perhaps more hard-headed than others and require a mallet to get through. If that seems like a tangent, my apologies. It really isn't-- I don't pretend to know all the mechanics of it, but the migraine thing is intimately connected with the larger problem of irregular perception.
There's stuff to support the idea that there's a concept of multiple planes in Orthodoxy, but it's unclear to me if/how it corresponds (or doesn't) with the ideas commonly found in this community, wrt material/etheric/astral/mental/etc. I do not think it is a simple problem of vocabulary. Some stuff just doesn't translate. Certainly that's a thing I'd love to get clarification on, from the religion side. One of the fun things about this community is, of course, that it self-selects for people open to such ideas, and actively interested in it, whereas the church takes all sorts-- as it should (wouldn't be much of a church if it only accepted avidly curious intellectual types)! Which means asking about it on the church side requires careful consideration and some effort to feel people out on where they're at, religion-wise. And I'm lazy and kind of a hermit, so I avoid it. Oi. Will get around to it sometime, but it takes a while to frame the questions in a brief and coherent way, without running down the rabbit-hole for half an hour trying to cram some poor innocent sod into my headspace! Your forays into neoplatonism have been helpful in this respect-- I've at least gotten closer to formulating questions in a vocabulary that someone who's done philosophy101 and knows a little Greek, can probably follow.
Your witchy friend... I have a theory on that. Still working it out-- will probably be a wall-of-text journal entry at some point. Like, does it have to be past lives? Why not a simple equation of living on the more-sensitive end of the spectrum, and also hanging out in a bad mental/spiritual/astral/whatever neighborhood? There's a thing in the Sayings (wish I could find the chapter number, now) where they say that a father who is very close to God, only sees good things. Why is that? How can that even be, when we also say that the blessed elders see all that is in the heart? Surely there are bad things in hearts too? Doesn't advancement let you see truth? But maybe it is like our "banishing" example above-- enough light comes through you, maybe nothing else can bear to be around when you are! Result: all you see is good ;) No, I think it's more complex than that, in the saying. But I think that's part of it. If you're a black hole, then dark things gravitate to you, neh? This tells me I have a long way to go. I see more dark things than good ones. The good ones show up more when I enter the church-- not because of me, but because of what the place gets used for, I reckon.
It's not just a problem of "this doesn't make you special". I think it's almost exactly like the problem of there not being a correlation between intelligence and virtue. Being smart doesn't make you good. Being dumb doesn't make you good either. It's unrelated. Ditto for variations in... whatever that other thing is.
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Date: 2023-10-25 11:51 pm (UTC)There is a very straightforward answer to this, and it's given by many different spiritual teachers, including Plato in at least two different places that I can think of, but also by Christ in the Gospels. But I'm not going to answer it. In the first case I think you already know what the answer is, and I also think you're getting more out of thinking about it than either agreeing or disagreeing with me!
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Date: 2023-10-26 12:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-10-25 09:13 pm (UTC)I don't get this very often, but my wife does. I've learned/decided to trust her completely on it. I used to be in the Army and I have read a lot of stuff on combat, awareness, self-defense, and so forth. All of it, even the most ardently hard-nosed, rational grunt-focused stuff, ALL of it, says "never, ever ignore that feeling. It's likely right, and if it's not, you have nothing to lose." If you'd like a fairly lengthy, but secular, meditation on this kind of intuitive sense, Gavin de Becker's The Gift of Fear is pretty good (I don't 100% agree with everything in it, but who does with anything?).
As for what to do about it, if your beliefs allow it, you might consider looking for a spiritual practice in addition to prayer that is meant to train such perceptions. I know there are lots of different flavors of esoteric Christians over at Ecosophia for Magic Mondays, maybe some of them could point you in the right direction. I do the Sphere of Protection daily, and for me, it has had the effect of making me aware of what little of such things I do feel, but it has done so in a very gentle way, and has helped me to feel more centered and "clean" when I've noticed myself off balance or spending too much time with my or other's grubbier thoughts and feelings. Again, don't know if such a ritual is in keeping with your beliefs, but there are versions where you invoke archangels or different names of God that might work for you. If not, I've also heard that certain prayer practices can serve similar functions, such as daily Rosaries or Jesus Prayers, or prayers to St. Michael for protection.
Lastly, not on the subject of practice, but of theory/concepts, so far, I have found the clearest explanation of a theory of the "planes" (as in material, etheric, astral, etc) to be JMG's in his Occult Philosophy Workbook, which I understand to be a synthesis of various traditions he's worked with, but is based primarily on the Rosicrucians, most of whom are some flavor of Christian, so that part of the book, at the very least, wouldn't necessarily be inconsistent with Christian theology and metaphysics, though that might depend on how much you're willing to stretch orthodoxy ("pun" intended, here, but no offense meant, of course).
Anyhow, as a closing thought, it turns out the world is a weirder place than many folks think, and I'm starting to realize that a lot more folks have weird experiences they keep quiet about because they think it's only them. MM and the like have shown me how valuable it can be to share "whoah, this crazy stuff happened to me!" and get a response like "yeah, welcome to the party, that's actually pretty normal."
Whatever ends up working for you, I hope you'll keep us posted.
Cheers,
Jeff
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Date: 2023-10-25 09:57 pm (UTC)Most of my problem is that I don't like taking the risk of talking to people IRL about these things, lest I become the crazy lady in my church community! That said, Orthodoxy is plenty esoteric enough, and I need to stop being a coward and ask the questions-- particularly as any forays into following the prescribed disciplines of the church-- fasting, the Jesus Prayer, etc.-- do in fact result in markedly increased, uh, activity in that direction. That has to be at least partly the *point* of those exercises: sensitizing people to the unseen world around them. I'm certain there's also guidance on it, if one bothers to ask.