I'm not sure that I can explain it exactly. It's a sense of disembodiment accompanied by awareness-- brief flashes of looking down from above and seeing the meaning of certain patterns in my life and my family's life. It started the first night I was sick. It's actually similar, on a very small scale, to the kind of "life review" in the after-death state that some writers talk about; certain things became clear, and I knew them, not intellectually, but on a deeper level. It was most intense the first night-- when I was running a fever-- but then I've gotten flashes of it every day since then.
I've been wondering if it isn't part of Covid's nature-- it has a disembodying effect, that's similar to the after death state. If so, it would explain a number of things, including why the death toll increases so dramatically with every decade of life-- more years means more karma. And also why people are so terrified of it.
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Date: 2022-01-14 02:41 pm (UTC)I've been wondering if it isn't part of Covid's nature-- it has a disembodying effect, that's similar to the after death state. If so, it would explain a number of things, including why the death toll increases so dramatically with every decade of life-- more years means more karma. And also why people are so terrified of it.